Tormented by self-doubt, Govind Kumar Sawhney wins silver

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Tormented by self-doubt, Govind Kumar Sawhney wins silver

Govind Kumar Sahni’s earliest recollections of enjoying sports activities—first karate after which boxing—are of his mom continually reprimanding him for losing her time and the household’s hard-earned cash.

Money was not simply accessible because the son of a farmer in Gorakhpur together with three different siblings. And actually not sufficient to “waste” on frivolous actions like sports activities.

“When I started training as a karateka, my mother used to say that I was wasting my time doing useless things. She would say, ‘On the one hand you are wasting money. On the other hand, you are wasting your time’. You know how it is in a middle class family. You had to grin and bear it,” Sahni informed The Indian Express after profitable the silver medal within the 48kg class on the Strandja Memorial Boxing Tournament.

Indian boxers received eight medals from Strandja – three silver and 5 bronze. Despite dropping the gold to Shodiorjon Melikuziyev of Uzbekistan, the silver medalist of the Asian Under-22 Championships, for Rajat Sahni, there was a recognition that his profession was heading in the right direction.

For the 25-year-old, certainty about her profession alternative has by no means been iron-clad.

To escape his mom’s fixed questions, he moved to a sports activities hostel in Meerut in 2011, the place at the least his fundamentals have been taken care of and he did not need to go to his mom to ask for cash. While this reassured his mom for a number of years that her son was not losing his life in meaningless video games, larger doubts quickly crept in.
“Once I moved into the hostel, the household abruptly believed in my goals. But only a yr later, the Boxing Federation of India was banned by AIBA and abruptly every little thing obtained uncontrolled once more.

This was one of many lowest durations of his life as a boxer. With boxing occasions drying up as a result of suspension of the Indian Amateur Boxing Federation (IABF) and no job, Sahni nearly give up the game round 2015.

“At the hostel, my primary wants have been being taken care of. But even within the smaller competitions I used to be competing in, I started to suspect that I’d overpower the opponent and nonetheless lose. I began to really feel like I had hit some type of ceiling that I could not even see. There have been boxers who I might beat with one hand tied behind my again who have been in nationwide camps. And I used to be nonetheless within the sports activities hostel. I did not go there only for the free meals. At some level, I began pondering to myself that my mom was proper in any case. It was a futile search. I went house and informed him that I used to be quitting my job and would do something that may at the least assist me earn an earnings,” he says.

But as an alternative of giving up, he did one thing else: he switched allegiance to Nagaland and took part within the nationwide boxing event in 2018, the place he received a bronze medal. A yr later, he obtained his first probability to signify India on the Gibi Boxing Tournament in Finland, the place he received a silver medal. Soon he additionally obtained a job within the Assam Rifles.

With no 48kg weight class within the Olympics, he’s prone to transfer to 51kg later this yr, which is able to put him within the crosshairs of World Championships medalist Amit Panghal. But earlier than that, he’s eyeing a spot within the Indian workforce within the 48kg class for the World Championships to be held in Tashkent in May.

After years of battle, he believes he has earned a shot at claiming a world championship medal.

“Now I don’t think Boxer Banke made a mistake. (I don’t think becoming a boxer was a mistake now),” he says matter-of-factly.


With inputs from TheIndianEXPRESS

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